Almighty, all-knowing, loving God, please help me with the wall
that stands before me.
I dont know who built this wall (was it me ?) but I can see no door
through it, and its too wide to go around.
The strange thing is, this wall keeps appearing with different labels on it.
Sometimes it says 'health' or 'wealth' or 'relationships' or 'friendships'
or 'grief' or 'work' or 'church'.
Its an enormous obstacle and its confusing, even though I am
trying to understand what you want me to do.
Please can you help me to re-start my journey?
I feel completely stuck and cant go forward.
I feel that my life is on hold and my feet are growing roots.
Is this what you want - for me to stay stationary, where I am ? Or am I
supposed to be moving ?
If you are waiting for me to do something specific, please can you help me
see what it is I need to do ?
I believe that you will help me get over this - but I dont see how. .
. . and it's been going on for so long now, I worry that I am missing
Please grant me the assurance of your problem solving abilities. Help me to
trust you to show me what you want me to do - according to your timing not
Give me patience until it is your time - but if you're telling me something
right now Lord, I'm sorry, I'm not seeing it, not hearing you. Please don't let
me miss what you say to me. Please don't let me miss what you want me to do.
I see me.
I see my wall.
I see you.
I see you as a helper in my past.
I see where you have made your will clear to me in the past.
I see my wall.
Past. Future. Now.
'Jesus, I believe. Help me in my unbelief'.